I confess: I told friends I was bisexual when I knew I was gay.
I thought it was a phase. I thought being bisexual wasn’t seen as ‘extreme’ as being gay. I thought that if I dated a girl I would learn to become attracted to them. I was so sure I could change myself because being attracted to guys doesn’t feel completely right - part of me says “This is not what you should want” and the other part says “You want this and this is you - this you can’t change sweetums.”
